I often find two things are conflicting with one another: my desire to be productive and my desire to have community. They often are at odds, I can’t seem to have one without sacrificing the other. The question I have to ask myself is what do I sacrifice? Productivity leads…

Recently I’ve been dwelling on the cross and christian theology. This came from an essay I’m writing about what makes someone “good” and what makes someone “bad” in relation to Cormac Mccarthy’s novel The Road. In my essay I’ve concluded that we can’t determine if someone is morally “good” merely…

There is something missing, I can feel it. It’s a deep feeling, one that is not going away. I’m not sure what caused it and how long it’ll be here. I’m actually not sure what the feeling is. Recently I’ve been studying all day, so my theory is that it’s…

Today I have witnessed some stuff that I figure I should write down. Today I was listening to the podcast by Moral Revolution. I’ll leave the link here, it’s a great podcast. But one part that especially struck me was when Caitlin was sharing about her past. She was talking…

The other day I was walking my dog. She isn’t usually a very stubborn dog however, as she’s gotten older her walks have gotten longer. On this particular day she was usually set on her ways. She wanted to go straight down the sidewalk. She refused to go any other…

God give me passion, I am again writing on this blog because I feel the lack of desire for you. I want to love to spend time in worship and prayer. God give me strength. I don’t know what you’ve called me to do and I have no idea if…

Jesus and I are very different persons, that much is clear to me. However what has been compelling to me is how important it seems to become more like Jesus. Paul gives his readers a clear example of who to rely on. “Let no one disqualify you, insisting on asceticism…

Flashes of light before it fades Life is but a fading memory Moments of smiles before it is all gone Why do we have to move on? Friends come and friends go Yesterday Torrin left and today Josh did. I don’t know if I can handle any more. I wish…

God’s love is so powerful, it is unchangeable, yet so mysterious. Often I search for this deep feeling of God’s love, which can be so great, but usually, I am left feeling so utterly alone. Does this mean God isn’t present? I would argue that God is there loving you…